A FRESH YEAR!

Wishing all of you HAPPY NEW YEAR with brand new YOU.
and have a GREAT 2011 years!
May we been blessed with the RAHMAT and KEBERKATAN dari YANG MAHA ESA.
INSYAALLAH. :)

THE CHOOSEN ONE

more and more days to come. urghh.it become hard n more harder. i thought my life go with the flow as i expected. but the truth is. it not work well as i plan. conflict with myself, parental control, situation n my confident level is the issue.i don't know how to handle it. follow my heart or the enviroment. choose the dream, or wat they choose for me. choose my thought or what they thought about me. pick the road that come to me or just let it go. i want to make a change.i do. but could i make it?. there a tons of questions are spinning in my brain. unfortunately, there no answers to all the questions that i make. Could i or should i? I'm just a girl that wants something to call my own. to prove everyone that i can make it. but can i reach it? or it just a word from me? should i break the rules? or just go get what i want and set aside what they say? totally confused.

I HOPE I HAVE THE ANSWER SOON.

THANK's KASEH SU SURAYA!

dia sweet kan.senyum dia manis je.

Nila dia.

Pnggil dia Ct jer.

Callin je dia.

If dia free dia dtg la umah ak.

Soksek2.

Klu nk mintak tlg, call je dia, jwpn dia xpernahnye tak.

mesti "Bolehh2 aje koi, konye pasal''

Yg penting dia sgt sabar melayan kerenah ak yg huru-hara ni.

Walau cmana hampehnye member dia ni. Dia cool je. 

Dia selalu kata "rilex2 koi'' pastu dia senyumm..

Pastu dia kata lg "takpe2 beb..take ur time'' dia senyum lagi..

Hati mana x lembut tgk dia senyum je.yg penting x plastik ok.

So far dia la kawan plg jujur, berterus-terang, xpernah give-up, respect org dan peduli ape org nk kata kt dia yg prnah ak jmpa.

Its free n we be ourself if talking to her.no hiding2.ckp la ape ko nx ckp.nx terasa ke ape ke lantak ko lar, janji ia jujur dari hati ke mulut.

Sayang ko lebeyhh la. Sbb ak rasa even ak buat salah @ diwaktu susah ko still ada kt cc ak, xmalu dgn ak n xpernah jemu support ak. Menjadi diri kau sendiri adalah nilai paling berharga bg ak kat kau. So keep it up. Aku mengaguminye, sbb nowdays bkn senang nak jadi diri kita sendiri. U had inspired ME.

(p/s : tinggi gunung everest tu ak puji ko.so if ko bca entry ni siler silerlah berlanjenye pun.)

IF I HAD ONE CHANCE :)

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