need the answer to every question i ask to myself.

Mr. Mood

no word can describe how my feeling right now.

too hopeless and depressed.

please save ME Allah SWT.

ME.LOVE.

Everyone wants to be love with someone that they love. sweet together & happy ending. see some of my friends are having a good time.enjoy the moment with the one their love. take a lovely pictures together. without no obstacle. Oh! i wish i can do that too.

but not all of us are lucky enough to have all the sweet and fairytalelovedream turn to reality.

for ME.
Love is just Love.
nothing special to wish too. we still hope for the goods.
make me wonder. too tired searching, running & suffering for love.
maybe its time for me think about myself, future, & what i want to achieve in my life.
spend time with the things that i want to do. my shortlist wish. Back to the basic.
STOP thinking about love because love comes and goes.
let love finding you & naturally it comes. with the doa. 




**hanya doa supaya disejahterakan hidup di dunia dan akhirat. biar tiada siapa menemani, hanya dsisi-Mu ku berserah dan bersujud atas segala perancanganMu untukku Ya Allah SWT. InsyaAllah. Amin**

SELAMAT HARI PEKERJA AYAH, MAK,KAWAN2 dan SEMUA!

just drop to wish HAPPY LABOUR DAY 2011 to all of you. Having a good rest yaw!

Ok.to tell a little bit of my experience. This year is my first time celebrating Labour Day. Back to the hometown is tha besttt vacation during public holidays!yahoo! So far so good. Its been up and down, down and up,down,down sometimes feel like want to QUIT! but if im quit, i will be a quiter forever.!! As a workers for one of well known company. vary so much  i need to do the improvement, vary much to study about the product, explore the prob of customer, and how to threat them rite using the power of SOFT SKILL(plez guys take it seriously.its varyy important matters right now to the world that call WORK!) Oh damn, its so hard yaw! "tergeliat lidah nak" jack customer when their vary angry! Must have vary strong patience n 'tuff' in urself. Customer slap you this, attack you that, call you stupid, ur job is useless, u are **** (teet). No matter what happen just keep it COOL. Threat customer the best as u can. They defends their own wrights as they deserved to. Be a good listener at least, eventhough we dont have any avaibilty to solve their prob. Keep the experience as we been paid salary every month to listen customer ****** as a CSR. END.

** hope i can build my own career one day.to call my own.mine talent.mine achievement. For my parents,just for them.

oH! this time are HARD

they making us CRAZY

don't GIVE UP on me baby..

MARCH 2011 hampir melabuhkan tirai.

hai semua!


mcmana hari anda hari ni? harapanya semoga semuanya dlm keadaan baik dan melalui hari2 yg mendatang dgn tenang dan penuh tawakal. InsyaAllah.


03032011 : (Tribute to Batch41, TM Product)

Alhamdulillah, slpas 2 bulan training, akhirnye dapat jugak ak kerja. Jawatan ak sbg CSR TM Product di bawah VADS Bhd. Baru 2 minggu start.so far so good.budak baru belajar so, mmg banyaklah salah dan silap..Maaf yer senior2..harap bersabarlah mengajar kami..Haa..korank pernah call 100 x?? Tulah kerja aku..tp tekan 3 utk product ok! hehe..Mula2 masuk ingtkan sng jer kerja ni..rupanya..makk oii payah jugakk..banyak betul peringkat dan exam2 kne pas masa training..naseb baek la dgn sokongan keluarga, kawan2 Batch41 (Product) dibwh bimbingan Cik Aisyah terlalu banyak membantu sampai ak pas sgala exmnyer. Mula2 masuk mmg segan la..rasa diri ni bowdoh sgt..kebanyakkn dak klas ak semuanya berkelulusan degree dgn pelbagai bidang dan berkepuk pengalaman kerja...tp ak?? yg adoo..huhu. Masa tu da give up ckit dek rasa takutnye..tp naseb baek dorank semua humble and respect each other membuatkan rasa sgt selesa dan 3R..haha. Diorank semua mmg baek2..pelbagai kerenah dan menyakitkan hati tp Alhamdulillah kami semua saling melengkapi..satu keluarga..n heppi famili. OH! i miss them in klass!! Sekarang bila da tul2 start keje masa sgt terhad nak diluangkan bersama mereka..komitmen kerja perlu diberi lebih lagi..da xleyh main2..masuk kerja kene automatik jadi robot klu x gaji ckit2 kene tolak..huh! Its oke as long as we support each other..we always be a famili TM Product (Batch41)! LUV U!

clazmate : Ashraf, Radzi ( Cik Rozi), Fazley (Haji), Najmi (Superhero kami), Zul, Fina, Nas, Ebi, Farah (Diva kami), .Lili, Mamar, Fid, and Ieda..Trainer kami Cik Aisyah dan En. Is! TQVM for all ur thoughts! Money can't buy the things and experience tat u teached us..but the pray is the best gifted we can give to you for ur happines dunia dan akhirat. InsyaAllah.

Ada seperti tiada.tiada sepertinya Ada.

Cinta Hantu - Fynn Jamal

lalu bagaimana ceritanya kita
kalau matamu tak pernah ada
kalau tanganmu tak pernah ada
sentiasa sendiri sahaja

aku cuma bercinta dengan hantu yang tiada
menampal wajah yang ada pada tubuh yang aku sangka ada
yang cuma ada hanyalah rasa
dan orang kata aku ini perempuan gila

bercinta dengan hantu saja
bercinta dengan hantu saja

aku ingin dipegang, dibelai dan disayang
aku mahu dipanggil-panggilkan "mari sayang"

aku rasa
sepertinya
aku ada hantu saja

bercinta dengan hantu itu tak semestinya indah;
obviously--
hello.

bercinta dengan hantu itu sebenarnya selalu buat aku marah;
seriously--
hello.

yang kita ada cuma sms
webchat pun tak pernah ada
aku cuma ada sesuatu yang aku pegangkan
cuma ruhmu saja

tapi aku mahu dipegang
aku mahu disayang
aku mahu mata kita bertentang
aku mahu kau panggil aku "sayang"

cinta dengan hantu itu tak gemilang
cinta dengan hantu itu buat aku rasa terbuang
cinta dengan hantu itu menyakitkan
cintai aku depan-depan

ambil tangan aku dan bawa berjalan
ambillah cinta aku dan bawa tinggi
ambillah tubuh aku dan kau pegangkan
sampai kita tua
sampaiku mati

aku tak sanggup bercinta semata dengan hantumu yang tak ada
aku tak mau itu semua
aku sendirian takkah kau rasa?

** ak harap dia mengerti.